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well what can i tell you? as this is my first entry to my journal i dont know what to say lol ... and i normally have lots to say haha!
well im being weened off of my mood stabalizer at the moment and i dont thinks its going too well. I find myself feeling very tearful, cant sleep of a night ... and generally been feeling like ****. Selfharming has crossed my mind, but trying to keep myself together :) tough cookie is my nickname lol. Cant always been strong tho however much i would ike to be ... im like a clown ,lways putting on a show, but on the inside im screaming.
Going away for the weekend so hopefully this will give me a break from the norm! was hoping to catch some sun but fat chance of that in this british weather lol. changes more than my moods, thats saying something haha.
anyways i should just be quiet now before i bore you half to death lol!
take care all :) x
