MummysPrince’s Profile

About Me

I'm 30 years old, mummy of 6, one who is an angel...............:( My sleeping Angel was born in 1999 weighing 6lb11oz, with a mop of blonde curly hair, such a stunning baby. My beautiful little boy james died on the 1st september 2005, he was so very tradgically taken away from me, james was murdered whilst he slept. My little boy didnt stand a chance of surviving, Thats how cruelly he was taken, your safe now baby.Mummy loves you so very much. my baby was the most funny and clever little guy, no words can ever comprehend how i feel. I have not turned my back on you so there is no need to cry i'm watching you from heaven just beyond the morning sky i've seen you almost fall apart when you could barely stand I asked the lord to comfort you and watched him take your hand he told me you are in more pain than I could ever be he wiped his eyes and swallowed hard then gave your hand to me although you may not feel my touch or see me by your side i've whispered that I love you while I wiped each tear you cried so please try not to ache for me we'll meet again one day beyond the dark and stormy sky a rainbow lights the way As long as we can dream as long as we can think as long as we have memory WE LOVE YOU As long as we have eyes to see and ears to hear and lips to speak WE LOVE YOU As long as we have a heart to feel a soul stirring within an imagination to hold you WE LOVE YOU As long as there is time as long as there is love as long as we have breath to speak your name WE LOVE YOU FOREVER WE WILL LOVE YOU Go ahead and mention my child, The one that died, you know. Don't worry about hurting me further. The depth of my pain doesn't show. Don't worry about making me cry. I'm already crying inside. Help me to heal by releasing The tears that I try to hide. I'm hurt when you just keep silent, Pretending he didn't exist. I'd rather you mention my child, Knowing that he has been missed. You asked me how I was doing. I say 'pretty good' or 'fine'. But healing is something ongoing I feel it will take a lifetime.

Interests

My interests vary, I'm very easy going, I take whats thrown my way.....My main priority is my family, I am ever so protective now... I dont know if thats a good thing or not :( I would love to start helping others who are on this terrible journey of grief...