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On my Own seems like a good auditioning song
I'm constantly exhausted
I feel miserably sad
summer reading is truly hard
I'm afraid of the day I'll have a friend over
I'm afraid of how difficult it will be to make friends
I love listening to the spring awakening soundtrack and I wish that I could go and see it, but I
really can't afford it.
I just feel really guilty about asking for anything, considering how low we're all in money. I feel like that it's all my fault because my therapist is really expensive but I know that he's crucial to my getting better.
Something else has really been on my mind...but I'm scared to talk about it because I know the answer that I'll get will be, "Well you really shouldn't be worrying about that." Even my therapist called it "ridiculous thoughts" And he won't help me with it. But it's REALLY stuck in my head. I don't know if I like it or not. A part of me is scared and wants the problem to go away. But another (more powerful) thought, thinks that this is an excuse for future situations and is just meant to be. Like I said, I want to talk about it...but I don't because I'm embarrassed.
Well that's all that's really happening...kinda vague.
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hello pretty lady,
first off, let me just say i miss you and want to hang out with you desperately. i hope you find some kind of escape in Spring Awakening or any type of music for that matter (oh and i have c.d.'s for you, by the way). while you may feel at blame for the money issues, the truth is your parents wouldnt want to spend their cash any other way. they would go without eating in order to give you the support you need. you dont have a choice on whether or not they pay for a therapist. consider it one of life's necessities.
as for whatever issue you have going on right now, i honestly hope you can find someone, anyone, to bring it up to. this person should be your therapist because its their job to be nonjudgmental, but i know you already have issues with him, so if that doesnt seem like a possibility, you've always got me. no pressure, but think of all the times we have been shyly talking to each other about a strange subject, and one of us finally confesses something seemingly embarrassing, only to find out the same thing was going on with the other person. anyhoo, i think it would be beneficial for both of us to talk about this together, but i dont really care as long as you find SOMEONE to talk to. i love you!
pazyamor