What the FuCk is wrong with me?
July 30, 2008 7:24pm
The fire inside me
That fire within
The sickness I’m feeling
The places I’ve been
The death that I witnessed
The love that I lost
The choices …
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StupidGirl
is feeling Horrible
Life is the curse. Sleep is the remission. Death is the cure.
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About Me
We are each of us Angels with only one wing, to fly we need only to embrace each other.
Interests
Feel affection for, Adore, Worship, Be in love with, Be devoted to, Care for, Find irresistible, Be keen on, Be fond of, obsesse, LOVE
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Journal Entry for July 21, 2008
July 21, 2008 11:25pm
Every time I think you might have changed
Put aside the anger and the blame
Make myself believe that theres a way to work it out
Every time you say lets …
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Journal Entry for July 17, 2008
July 17, 2008 11:33am
"Cuts"
While the crimson blood drips from my skin I can not recall my pain
Think hard, think hard, what was it… oh yes I remember …
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Journal Entry for July 12, 2008
July 12, 2008 3:28am
“Where do I belong?”
I can’t do this anymore! What made me think I was this strong? I can’t fight the fight, I can’t …
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Journal Entry for May 30, 2008
May 30, 2008 3:42pm
“Falling Apart”
God, I have a question
God, are you there?
Why are you ignoring me?
Treating me as if you don’t care
My world is …
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Hey girl! Well trying to kcik the habbit but right now it seems like having two-four a day is about all i can handle but at least that is improvement. How are you doing?
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been suffering with depression for a long time. I was diagnosed when I was 14. I have seen some doctors and took a lot of drugs but nothing was helping, so I quit. I am still suffering and so is everyone around me. I have not seen a doctor in 7 years.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps to get some feelings out this way
- Effexor Not Working
- Made me sick all the time and I could not sleep at night. I fell asleep all the time in class.
- Prozac Not Working
- this drug seemed to trigger things inside and things worsened.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I guess it all depends on who I seen.
Close Self-Injury
I use to cut myself up pretty bad in high school but I've stoped. Sometimes I have bad urges to do bad things but don't because of my family. I don't really feel like I'm worth anything so that doesn't really help.
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- Tattoos Working / Worked
- I know its SI but it helps with not using blades right. It's so addictive though. It's amazing.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- I know its SI but it helps with not using blades right. It's so addictive though.
- Writing Working / Worked
- it helps get feelings out
Open Insomnia
I've not been diagnosed or anything but I do think I'm a insomniac. I can not sleep during the day and I'm a big time night owl. I'll go 3 or 4 days in a row with 2 or 3 hrs a night, then maybe some nights I'll get a full 8. Then it starts all over.
Open Infertility
I have been trying to have a baby for about 8 years now. I've seen a few different doc's but there seems to be nothing wrong with me or my husband. this has been the biggest thing that cotributes to my depression.
Open Bipolar Disorder
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