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well here i am again having my feelings hurt and feeling like no one gives a shit.. trying to tell thoose who hurt me what they have done only to be fed excuse after excuse... it feel like i am only a miad a cook and a bed mate(would say whore but no sex for a while ) i really wish someone cared about how i feel and didnt try to justify why they did what it was they did to hurt me or to make me feel left out... but i dont get that i only get well i cant helo it i had to do this and this and this...when all of things that he feels like need to be done right now can wait... what is it going to take to make him understan that thoose things will still be there but i may not be.....
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help my daughter
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I AM NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY!!! STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING
ON IN MY DAUGHTERS CASE AND MY HUSBAND WAS A REAL JERK
YESTERDAY AND WE CANT SEEM TO AGGREE ON ANYTHING HE WANTS
EVERY THING HIS WAY BUT WE HAVE ALREADY DISCUSSED THAT ON
HERE... I AM SO DAMN PISSED OFF I COULD SCREAM.... NO ONE WILL TELL
ME ANYTING ON MY DAUGHTERS CASE IT IS LIKE NO ONE GIVES A RATS
ASS... I MEAN COME ON NOW SHE WAS VIOLATED AND ASSUTLED BY MY
STEP FATHER IS THIER NO JUSTICE IN THIS FREAKING WORLD... SOME
ONE CAN DO THIS TO A CHILD..... MY CHILD AND NOTHING IS BEING
DONE TO STOP HIM .... WTF.... MY YOUNGEST SON JUST WANTS TO BE
MEAN AND NASTY TO EVERYONE UNLESS HE IS ALONE WITH ME AND HIS
DAD THEN HE IS OK KINDA... OH AND NOW TO TOP IT ALL OFF HE HAS
STARTED TO BE FASINATED BY FIRE ISNT THAT JUST WONDERFULL!!!
LIKE I DONT HAVE ENOUGH SHIT GOING ON NOW HE WANTS TO BURN
THE APT BULDING DOWN.... THE HUSBAND IS HAVING ISSUES WITH THE
KIDS BECAUSE THEY ARE KIS AND MAKE MESSES AND HE THINKS THEY
SHOULD INSTANTLY CLEAN IT UP NO ?'S ASKED... WHAT THE HELL HE IS
THINKING IS BEYOND ME ....I MEAN SERIOUSLY DOES HE THIK THEY ARE
STEPFORD CHILDREN ... IDK.... THEN THE DR DROPED HIM AND THE
ENTIRE CLINIC WILL NO LONGER SEE HIM WITH NO REASON OF COURSE
SO I GOT TO DEAL WITH THAT AND DEAL WITH HIM GOING THROUGH
WITHDRAWS TO BOOT ... I FEEL LIKE SHIT AND FEEL LIKE THE POOR
MIDDLE CHILD IS BEING LEFT BEHIND SO I AM TRYING TO MAKE
SPECIAL TIME FOR HIM AND GET RIDUCLED FOR THAT....OMFG I JUST
WANT TO RUN AWAY AND NOT COME BACK FOR A LONG LONG LONG
TIME.... I MEAN HOW MUCH SHIT IS ONE PERSON SUPPOSED TO TAKE....
THEN GOD FORBID I HAVE A BAD DAY OR I AM THE TINIEST BIT BITCHY
THEN ITS WHAT IS YOUR DAMN PROBLEM OR YOUR A CRAB ASS TODAY
WELL KISS MY FAT ASS ...GO TO HELL..... AND DO ME A FAVOR
LIVE MY DAMNED LIFE WALK IN MY SHOES DEAL WITH EVERYTHING
ALLTHE TIME.... COOK ALL THE MEALS .....DO THE LAUNDARY ......GO TO
THE STORE .......FIX EVERY ONE ELSE ....AND DONT MAKE TIME FOR YOUR
SELF .....DONT DO ANYTHING FOR YOUR SELF...... JUST MAKE SURE EVERY
ONE ELSE IS HAPPY AND LETS SEE HOW LONG IT TAKES YOU TO
BREAK....
today is a great day i feel soo soo happy and loved and secure i am just in a really good mood 
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Goal Updated
Your man even though he might be in pain and you might feel the way u dohe is a good step father forthose kids. love istolvoeand accept a person for who he is. And love can keep u guys going for a lon longtime. Stay positive and be proud of what u are doing and by staying married to a person who u care about it.
Sneshinka