Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
well here goes yet another meandering thought.... this has been a really tough last couple of months... from my best friend losing her house, her …

is feeling Bad
im married have four kids and two at home, my husband is wonderful and very sexy :) been married going on three years!!! YAHOO!! and i take care of a medically fragile child who is a miracle baby :)
i love anything outdoors from fishing, camping, hunting, 4x4ing, friends and family,
well here goes yet another meandering thought.... this has been a really tough last couple of months... from my best friend losing her house, her …
well i haven't written on this for awhile now so it's time.... let's see im really getting frustrated with my sister now.... and totally …
got an email from an uncle today who received a call from one of my husbands cousins.... they didn't have a phone number for us so …
well today is the last day of the week i have to see my client's ugly mug :)
HAPPY EASTER EVEYONE!!!!
i'll see ya'll back here …
HI TT
My heart aches with yours
Here's a hug for you
hope all is well is with you havent seen you in awhile. Take care.
Thanks for the message, havent been on too much been getting ready for a trip that we are taking week after next. Hope all is going better there. Take care love ya
my situation is a little different see i was adopted at birth by my bm sister who at the time couldn't have kids, so this put's me in a different catagory i think but i look at the life she raised my half sisters in i wouldn't want it see my MOM and (step) DAD raised me and my sisters up to be able to takle care of ourselves like hunting,fishing,sewing etc... but their idea of camping is room service so what does that tell you?
my little sister was killed in a car accident on christmas day one month and one day later my gpa died, it has been over a year since she has died and i had a visit from JESUS HIMSELF and in that visit popped in my sister and she said... stop being negative....start focusing on the positive...and START LIVING LIFE!!! im ok here now...im ok...tell my mom i love her...ever since then i have been at peace..doesn't mean i don't miss her but it's a whole lot easier :)
i was diagnosed with the classic migraine about 4-5 yrs ago and mine came from the birth control pills and of course smoking didn't help but i still get them and when i do im down for about 2.5 day's
been big all my life except when i was in high school i was teased in and out of school, played softball, rotc...then i met the birth control pill gained all the weight i had spent four years losing and more....want to know more just ask.......
im married to an alcoholic who has had some set backs...but i keep going to alanon even if i don't feel like it....i feel better after i go
my little bro who was in an accident resulting in the loss of a sibling is being deployed yet again to iraq this september he hasn't dealt with any of this at all and now he's turned mean and angry??? how do you help those who are in the military and they train them not to show any form of emotion in fear of looking weak how can we as family help them???
i have a son who is under my skin really bad as of late, his head is not attached to his body it's like he hears what you say and does the complete opposite of that, he just got fired from his first summer job and he acts like he doesn't care, how do i handle a teenager who isn't all there? i know he's extra smart and i know he can pull his head out but how do i handle him when he's being so stupid?