Well, I met someone. I went on …
Well, I met someone. I went on a date last night a little nervous but anxiety free. He is such an attractive guy. I …
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Ok last night I had a date, now you all know I have anxiety. I have not dated anyone in over 2 years keeping everyone at arms length. Well as time goes on I understand why I do this and its the anxiety, ok I know this now... but today I swear I feel all depressed because the date didnt work out as I had hoped. As I think about it, Im like why am I so depressed today about last night?... Im not, I am so mentally and physically worn out from the strain of the anxiety. I knew I was fighting it last night and I was happy that I stayed till the end (not the end I wanted hehe), but now I'm just tired from keeping my anxiety in its conner last night where it belongs.
In a nut shell I won a battle last night, score one for Joe... Ok so now I have to step it up, I need 3 of you hot ladies to come over tonight! LOL
I feel excellent
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Good for you!! I am so glad you went on a date! You are braver than I am!! Baby steps on the road to recovery!!!
shellyb67
Dating can be sheer and total hell; because most people who deal with anxiety/panic are twice as sensitive as others. So we are always so busy dealing with the nuances and perceptions we have rather than just having fun and enjoying ourselves!! I am sorry it didn't work out the way you would have liked; but try and look on it as a learning experience and yes it is a victory just getting out there again. You are braver than me in that respect!! Well done!!!
Jkmoree