preshuz89's Journal

I called him from the island. He answered. Now he's more mad at me than I was at him..

I just don't understand. He says he's mad cause I said I wasn't ready to stay friends yet..

I missed him so much and thought we could try being friends.. but now he's mad that I said no and doesn't want to talk to me.. At least that will make things easier for me.. FUCKING ASSHOLE.. :( Bad day..

I thought getting away would take my minds off of things, but instead all my memories from when we came here together keep coming back!!
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to cope.. I feel like absolute shit...

I have that feeling.. of not wanting to live again! Over something so stupid!
My heart.. honestly seriously hurts... I can't take it...