Undergoing some financial/residential issues right now. I have a job interview in the morning. Broke up with the fella this morning. Yelled at my kid, I mean I actually cussed out my two year old in a parking lot last night, because he wouldn't sit still and play with his toys when I was trying to attend an Al-Anon meeting. Not a whole lot of serenity going on right now. It's really hard to stay focused on the positive and I have been chain smoking cigarettes since I quit marijuana usage about a month ago. (self-medicating)