tslove's Journal

Ok so I just celebrated my 32nd birthday and I must say that this year is the BEST year to date.....I thought that I wouldnt be able to enjoy it fully but to my surprise I felt GREAT I was able to reach my goal of losing 7 lbs I wanted to lose more BUT the way I see it Im actually good at my current weight which is 165 Hay Im 5'7 so I think being tone is way fabulous than being skinny and Im more than happy with me right now....

I know its been a while since Ive been logged on and its because Ive been dealing with alot Ive been overwhelmed at work but I managed to dig myself out that ditch and it makes me feel really good cause I couldve made excuses like Im really not feeling good today and called in a bunch but I didnt ! Where all this strength comes from sometimes I dont know!  

Another thing that Ive been doing is just focusing on my kids doing things with them so they dont feel that their lives have to change any because Mommies sick.....and I know that MS dosent alway inable you but Im new to the treatment 3 months in to be exact and its still taking me some time to get use to Im sooo not a take a shot everyday or at all kinda person but Im doing it !

So to anybody that asks does it get any better........YES it does....Not everyday is going to be a good day But enjoy EVERYDAY nonetheless LIVE LIFE and stay positive cause its sooo easy to be depressed and down but it really takes alot to stay positive and keep it moving....

Im going to try and log on more I love reading what other people have to say. TTYS !!

This weekend was actually a real good weekend for me health wise, while my hands (fingertips mostly) are still kinda numb I actually didnt feel tired and just worn out........So I took full advantage of it and ran all the errands I had neglected to run because of feelling bad...I cooked Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner on time actually lol which I know my husband and kids enjoyed I fixed my kitchen sink which had been stopped up for a week, I know you may think Why didnt my husband do it well first off hes mostly at work ALL THE TIME plus lets just face it IM the handywoman of the house.

Well I just wanted to write and share this experience....

Since Ive been diagnosised my friends (co-workers) have really poured out the love and support which has been unbelievable...Its feels great to know I have loved ones at home who are with me through this but even better to know my friends are there. They've researched medications and just been super supportive in helping me cope with the cards Ive been dealt.