Well I must say I feel a little better the last few days, I went to a car show with some friends over the last couple of weeks. I have made some new friends, and even got to ride in one of the classic cars that I just love. It was great. I can't remember when I had that much fun last. But all good things must come to an end right. The weekend was over before I knew it and then bang back to the real world. I haven't heard from the soon to be ex, but I did find out he is posting some crap about me on here in another part of the DS site. But it really doesn't bother me much it just shows me how little of a man he really is. Hopefully Things will work out and my life will get better. I just want to be happy, I am so tired of being depressed.