greeneyedkittyone’s Profile

About Me

I am in the middle of a divorce, my husband of 13 years (who didn't even remember) is a jerk. I caught him cheeting on here in Daily strength with another woman. I confronted him about it, he said it was nothing and told me he wouldn't talk to her any more. Well I guess that meant on the computer. I found out a few days later that she had been calling my home. God I love caller ID. When I told him I wanted a Divorce, he tore up the papers I got to do it yourself. I told him I would get more. I was finished. I went to work the next morning and I got a call from the fire department, they said he tried to kill himself. I told them I would be at the hospital as soon as I could. I went home first and found that the only thing he took was a couple of sinus pills. He told them he took all kinds of stuff. We didn't have anything in the house for him to take to hurt himself with. I never did go to the hospital, I went to the court house and got a restraining order. He had told me he would never leave and I couldn't make him. I had him served while he was in the hospital. I know it sounds bad, but the last 13 years of my life have been hell, not just for me but for my kids as well. He was verbably abusive to all of us. I don't know why I put up with it as long as I did. It might have something to with with the fact that I thought marriage was forever. It might be that I lost my first husband to death after 13 years of marriage. (yeah 13 isn't working out for me) it might even have something to do with the fact that I lost my mother (my rock) a year ago in March. He didn't even try to help me through that. I don't know maybe it is everything. I have never been alone in my adult life, My youngest will be 18 in a few weeks and in a few weeks is moving out of state to join the services. My other two children live in Ohio they are 21 and 31. My grandbabies are also in Ohio. I have a couple of friends that are not products of my rotten marrige so that does help. But sometimes even that isn't enough. Will I go back to Ohio? No I love it here, besides my dad is still here, We talk almost everyday. I just hate what has happened to my life and I hate that I let it go on for so long I am ashamded of my self for letting that happen to my kids. I don't want them to hate me. They say they don't and I talk to them almost daily. I just can't stand this any more. I never had a chance to have fun in my life, and now that I can I am finding out I really don't know how.

Interests

I like sci-fi, Steven King, classic cars, yes I like football, and baseball, I watch nascar, and I love to go to sprint car races (in the dirt of course.) I like to watch funny movies, I am into the two and a half men program. I go to classic car shows every chance I can, and where I live that is almost every weekend. I have made a couple of new friends there as well. I love to cuddle, I love to hug and be hugged. I like to stay home and watch something on TV or just sit by a nice fire and talk and cuddle, or read or I can be just as happy going out with friends. I am easy to please and I like to please the people or person I am with. If I say I am going to do something I do it, if I say I am going to met someone some where I don't stand them up. I am an honest person, I have never cheated on my man, I don't nag, and I am not a Bitch (unless I have to be) Although I do have a couple of close friends that call me Queen Bitch because for the most part I don't put up with any shit. (why did I for 13 years of marriage) I don't know any more. I just want to know what I did to derseve what I am going though now. I don't under stand any of this any more.