well i have been this big for 10 years since my partner rolled over our tractor trailer up and down 150 lbs than my knee snapped i need a new knee but i have 2 years before im 50 so i waite . now i have a hard time walking and exercising so i cant lose the weight frustrating more people watched me at disney world than mickey but i am walking now with a brace . but as ya all know this stuff gets so frustrating i lose 100 lbs than my knee quites 5 months laid up after surgery and back to square 1 i have my diabetes down so i don't need medication but high blood pressure and bad cholesterol need medication just looking for a place to vent blessed be Jo