Well to day was not to bad I was feeling good and looking foward to to night Cuz my husband was going out of town for the weekend and thought that this is great I will enjoy this weekend I will be with the boys Just me and the boys!!! But now that he is gone and the boys are in bed I am alone and depressed. I just feel alone. I dont want to be alone. I now sit and think I wish I had a friend to call the would come over and hang out with me. But I have no one really know one. This is not the first time he has had to got out of town so you think that it would not be so bad but I really feel worse this time. I guess I will go to bed and hope when I wake up it will be morning and I will do somthing to take my mind off it tomarrow.