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N3v3rmind’s Profile
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N3v3rmind
is feeling Horrible
Pullin it 2gether, bare with me!
Recently: 1 journal comment, 1 hug given more …
About Me
I speak humorous sarcasm as a second language. I feel that laughter is the best medicine and tend to see most everything from a comedic standpoint. I may be having a quarter life crisis; there are so many issues in my life that need fixing that it's actually NOT funny. I joined daily strength for support b/c I have none in real life. I am a work in progress so remember I'm not perfect, sometimes I can be extremely self absorbed and caught up in my own drama but at the same time I never forget about those who help me when I'm down and I am always ready to return the favor. Drop me a line if you wanna share a laugh, think I seem pretty cool, or just like all my goofy cartoons...
Interests
Anything creative! Music, poetry, drawing, coloring, cooking. I really love music! It's sometimes the only thing that gets me through the day.
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Recent Activity
Monday
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N3v3rmind gave ipredictariot a Hug 9:39am
G00D M0RNIN' SUNSHINE!!!…
July 11
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N3v3rmind and Nicollynne are now friends 9:13pm
July 9
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N3v3rmind gave rosysurviver a Hug 5:13pm
Thanks for that! It is soothing to know that I'm not the only good person left out here b/c sometimes…
July 7
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N3v3rmind gave spiritlost1 a Prayer 7:50pm
I know I can't offer much but I'm sorry things aren't going so good for you these days. U are in my thoughts…
July 6
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N3v3rmind updated their status 11:13am
Pullin it 2gether, bare with me!…
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Hugbook
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helloooo ..its good evening (here now) watch been up2 ...
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Hope you are feeling better than you were a few days ago.
I’m With You
Hello pretty!
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I hope you're feeling better. I'm here if you need me.
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i'll hang in there with ya! big warm vanilla hugs!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Anger Management
Anger and humor are the only ways I know how to deal with anything. I am a very lovable person who has been taken advantage of by quite a f3w in the past. I think life is unfair and I am angry most of the time. It's possible that deep down I'm just a hurt little girl, hardened by the dog-eat-dog nature of society and that pisses me off even more!
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- Clearly I listen to a lot of Nirvana also Jay-Z. But really any kind of music puts me in a better mood. I can feel the emotion of the song rather than my own...
Close Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective DisorderWhether I like it or not I think its time for me to recognize my problems and work on them. I go in and out of depression but its mostly in. I'm a 24 year old single mother of a beautiful 7 year old. I don't have very many friends b/c I am very kind hearted by nature which only makes me an easy target for mean people. I hate that its a man's world and struggle with my place in it on the daily basis. I guess what it boils down to is that I hate where my life is, and don't know how 2 fix it!
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes just picking up a piece of paper and tearing someone or thing to shreds is better than even talking to anyone about it!
Open Peptic Ulcers
Just getting started with this...I will tell more as I know more.
Treatments
- Prilosec Somewhat Helpful
Open Anxiety
Driving on the express way used to absolutely freak me out...mice...large crowds...future???...love...commitment... work...school...I could go on forever!!
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Considering
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I have been smoking since I was about 13. I usually go through periods where I smoke daily and then months without it but for the past 2 years I have gone a day without smoking @ least 4-5 times. I have way to many issues and although I know this doesn't fix the problem; it usually mellows me out enough to make the pain bearable. I feel guilty every time I smoke but my body literally can't function without it.
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
I have a 7 year old son, his "father" and I use the term loosely has only seen him once or twice and definitely not since his first birthday. I feel sorry for my son, he asks about his father and I have no answers, he's just a bad man. I have so many issues and I try VERY hard not to let them effect my son but there is only so much I can do. I just want to raise the best little boy I can cause he's just a bright eyed kid full of excitement and wonder as I used to be.
Treatments
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
I believe I have PMDD although I have not been diagnosed. @ that time of the month I am a monster!!! I am a bitch to everyone and even though I know it I still can't help it. I get terrible and I usually spend at least 2-3 days straight throwing hissy fits and crying!
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I have many health problems but I think that if I stop being so lazy and make some changes in my diet and exercise I might actually be happy with my weight one day.
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- Atkins Diet Working / Worked
- Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
- I have incorporated more fruits and veggies into my diet but when ever I feel down the first thing I reach for is the ice cream!
Open Healthy Sex
As long as I can remember I always knew what sex was and that one day I would have lots of it! Not so sure that was a good thing...
Treatments
- Patience Too Soon to Tell
Open College Stress
School, working, a 7 year old, sometimes I just want to quit college and grab some bullshit job just so I don't have to go through this...
Treatments
- Sleep Working / Worked
Open Codependency
I am currently trying to figure out why I'm so codependent on guys, every time I get out of one relationship I just move on to the next....I'm sure the lack of a functioning father has played a huge role in this!
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
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