Journal Entry for August 10, 2008
Yesterday i had all these emotions,, screaming in my head,, the good me and the bad me kept fighting,, so i just left,, i got up and left the houses. …

I am 15 and i am from england. I often find it hard to open up to people, its like my heart say tells someone but i think of the situation and find the multiple outcomes and they all come out negative. Ever since being put in care i havent been able to open up to anyone not even my family or closest friends, luckily i am not in care no more back home with mum . I love music helps me out alot and films and some sports depends on how im feeling
Music, Japanese Animation, Films, Rugby, Athletics, and many more...
Yesterday i had all these emotions,, screaming in my head,, the good me and the bad me kept fighting,, so i just left,, i got up and left the houses. …
i have just found out that with bipolar,, if not treated it can worsen with age. ARGGGHHH!!!,, i am dreading that. Also the fact that i will have to …
Many peoplesay to people, "Dont commit suicide, there is always someone out there who will miss or need you", But i havea thought about it …
It has been quite a long time since i rote on here, so i dont know where to start.
Well for the past month or so i haev been battling with the …
The last couples of days have been the hardest ... i have hadrl been sleeping as i usally do ,
my mood swings really piss me off because i get soooo …