Journal Entry for October 3, 2008
I went to a meeting today and as usual here comes Frank with a truck load of guy's from the local treatment center. I would say Frank picks up …

Divorced, 42years old, Proud parent.
traveling, fishing, walking and shoping,
I went to a meeting today and as usual here comes Frank with a truck load of guy's from the local treatment center. I would say Frank picks up …
I was able to make a living amends to my mother by giving her shelter during the hurricane. I was glad that out of 8 children she chose me to shelter …
Whats the point of staying clean if I'm still misserable? I'm tired of being miserable and tired of whinning about being misserable!! …
Well, the hurricane is over and we are still experiencing the after math, I have had people sleeping every where in my small 2 bedroom apartment. …
I have so much to be greatful for today, I have my kids, a place for them to lay their heads at night, food in thr fridge, and transpertation …
I'm not 42 years old I like to think of myself as 41.95, I've been in and out of the program and have enough chips to have my own chip ceremony and believe me I'm not bragging! I have a little more than 11 months clean and sober including nights and weekends. I left my future ex-husband a little more than 11 months ago. I'm a proud and greatful mother. I have a great sponsor and a great support group.
I'm 42 years of age with 2 kids and left my husband 8 months ago. I hoped after time we could work things out but his new girlfriend wasn't to happy with that idea. I taking this thing one day at a time, some times just one minute at a time. I can't even pretend like it's easy because there are times I don't even feel comfortable in my own skin. (out of place) alone with 2 kids where did it all go wrong.
My daughter is 13years old and I good kid, despite my addiction to drugs and alcohol. She makes desent grades and does not do drugs or alcohol, does not have a boyfriend and has never been to the priciples office, yet she is being jumped at school while other kids are laughing and taking pics with camera phone!!!