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Journal Entry for May 30, 2008 Mood
Friday, May 30, 2008 | A Sad story
I have been doing pretty well. Been good with my 60 day "he-tox" (only contact regarding kids or logistics).  Boxed up his stuff and put it in the garage for him, re-arranged my furniture in the bedroom and living room.  Even had a sort-of-date. But then yesterday, I set up my first appointment with my husband for mediation on Monday. Ugh... I don't want to do this. Not only do I still love him despite everything, but I still want to stay married! Sitting in a room with him because we are at the end of our marriage, love, friendship, is going to be torture. I hate this.

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  1. Paul3

    I hear you - and I hope today goes OK - it does suck and I don't know how to lessen your pain, except to let you know that someone is thinking of you, who understands and is sending you support


    Paul3

  2. greta1223

    I hope you today went well for you. I know how you feel. I promise it does get better. There may be a time and place for you to become friends. I hope so, it has brought me a great deal of comfort.


    greta1223

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