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Journal Entry for June 3, 2008 Mood

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

OMG I can't believe this shit. My bf & i are fighting a agian i thought we would work this time cause i really like him & he says he loves me (i dont really know if he does but all i can do is trust him right??) so why is it that all of a sudden we are fightin' all the time over stupid shit, i mean he used to not care if a i give guys hugs or hung out w/ my guys friends but all of a sudden he's all jumpy & clingy and i can't deal w/ that right now i mean i really really like him but i can only take so much at one time. and plus my eyes have been straying alot lately. I mean there are so many people that im just now meeting guys & girls alike and all of them are pretty hot or atleast meet my sex crazied standards. but still why can't i just settle down i mean i want the 2 story house in the country & the white picket fence 3.2 kids and the dog, but i just can't find someone i like that i feel i can do that with. Am i just crazy or is all of this normal. Gawd why does everything have to be sooo complicated. UGHH its so not fair. And plus one of my new guy friends is super hot like in a cute lil cartoon emo way, and hes really nice & i know he likes me or atleast enough to have sex, maybe im holding out for him idk w/e i just hope i can get over this stupid shit soon cause i really want us to work out or for me to atleast have a steady bf i can see all the time through out the summmer. Maybe God will shine some light onto this matter for me and i can figure out wut i want and god will help me get it. I know its a long shot but hey anything can happen. CAN'T IT !!!????