Karina25’s Profile
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Karina25
is feeling Horrible
About Me
I'm a 25 year old studying to be a Medical Assistant, my occupation is not one many would want but thank God I have one. I am completly lost in what I should be doing with my life. I feel like I've been in a constant standstill. I guess I'm just too impatient to wait for what I want.
Interests
I enjoy everything! Music, anything outdoors I like to do it all. I like to have fun.
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Hugbook
Hug
Hey-hope to see you around soon. Would love to chat, maybe this weekend? I'm crappy now because I'm slammed at work plus really sick. But, work will be done soon and then hopefully we can catch up. Be happy!
Hug
Just a hug for you!
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Gold Star
I seem to remember someone saying they love getting the gold stars! I'm really proud of you, not just 'cause you're doing something that is difficult and daunting, but because you're not letting other parts of your life turn you away from your dreams. A lot of people would have put school on hold to deal with other stuff, but you're rolling with the punches. You're asserting yourself and saying, "I'm fighting for this because it's what I want and I deserve it." You're a tough chick! Hang in there!
Hug
Thank you. Hope you had a good weekend.
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High Five
So glad to see your smiley face guy giving me a big grin! Hope to chat soon about school and other stuff. I want to hear everything about everything. Know that I'm thinking!
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Close Breakups & Divorce
I had met a guy after a bad breakup, and things were going o.k. untill a little over a year into our relationship he says he's going through something and wants to be single. I want to give it a chance and he tells me he does too, he just needs to spend some time alone. I've always been depressed, I lost 3 of my closest family members in 3 years, and the only family I have left is my mom, who has her own issues.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music and sometimes it helps me relax.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I miss my cat :(
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reading always helps, Anything I read.
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- Since I moved I don't see any of my old friends, and don't really know anyone here.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talking helps me vent.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI had a number of things happen to me as a kid... The worst was when my brother died from cancer at 6. The next 2 years my dad and grampa died. I was in a 5.5 year relationship at a young age, and had my heart broken. Now I'm going through the same thing again,with my current "bf". I'm have all these things coming up in my life, and I don't want to be alone, I don't really know how to handle all these things alone. I'm so confused about everything.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- I don't think it helps that much. I have good days and bad ones. I don't always take it everyday anymore.
- Effexor Working / Worked
- It helped alot when I had it. I can't afford it now.
- Prozac Not Working
- Didn't help at all!
- Writing Working / Worked
- I like to write it helps me think more clearly.
- Zoloft Not Working
- I took it in high school, real bad.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingWhen I was 14 I experienced the death of my father. He was 41 and died from complications from his diabeties. The next year excactly his father died, my grampa. Then my baby brother was diagnosed with cancer when he was 5. I cared for him from the time he was born untill the day he died, exactly a year after my grampa. I still think about my brother, everyday. Lately I 've been having more and more dreams about him, even though it's been 10 years.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I cry so easily now, it used to be i could control my emotions because I didn't want people to think I was weak. Now I have a bad dream and all I do is cry all day.
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- It seems to help when I have someone to yell at.
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I went to a teen bereavement group and while I was there I really liked it.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Now a days I try to keep myself busy with school and work.
- Music Working / Worked
- Always.
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- I remember all the time, but my mind goes so fast all the time that I can start out thinking about a birthday and end up remembering something aweful, and start to dwell on it.
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- I have so many pictures to keep those memories.
- Talking Working / Worked
- There is only one person that thinks about the deaths in my family and that is my mom, I love her for being there for me still.
Open Female Sexual Issues
I like to have sex an be intimate with someone I love. But I can't have the big "O". I feel like I should fake it or someting. i haven't said anything to my current partner, he has his own issues with it and needless to say were not intimate that often, and when we are...let's just say commercials last longer.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I've been a pot smoker since I was 14. I have to stop if I want to get a good job. I stopped using all other drugs and rarely drink anymore, but still use almost everyday. I have cut down alot only because I can't afford it all the time. I never really thought about this as an addiction, or that I had a problem until a few years ago. I got so upset when I couldn't get it and actually cried and caused a big fight because of it. That's when I relized I had a problem.
Open Healthy Relationships
I haven't had very many relaltionships, the last one I was in was off and on for 7 years. I currently have a good man, for the most part, he just doesn't like to have sex alot. I love to be intimate with him, it makes me feel closer to him, but I'm not getting any of MY needs met. We used to have a great sex life, but now I don't even remember what it's like to feel sex. I don't want to pressure him but sometimes it's nice to feel wanted.
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