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Getting over her
Progress 75%
Encouragements: 1
Add your supportI'm in hospital, out tonight, bad bump on head, high winds blew tree into my house,house destroyed, harley gone, car has seriouse damage, I'm just fine,
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I haven't wrote any thing in a few weeks. I got it all figured out now. It all started when my morgage shot up to just 200 less then I made. We were forclosed on. She started talking to a guy on second life and 4 1/2 months later she left for him. We were engaged to be married this July. 2 Days before we were talking about our honeymoon. The day before she left she gave me a long...hug and told me that everything will always be all right. I was a little confused, but I thought she was being supportive. That night we were in bed after woopie and she looked at me and told me she would always love me. I didn't see it coming, I woke up the next morning to get dressed for work and she was gone. I lost the house and she sold out to someone for security. I was left broken. She might be the true one, she wont be the last one. She lost the right to be with me. We argued 5-6 times in 5 1/2 years, [8yrs total friends] and she left. One day we may be friends, after this we will never be. I never had a clue and she sold out. It's going to take a while to get over it. But, I decided that I wasn't going to let this hurt me in any future relationships. I have learned that all people have there unique quilities and despite the fact that my relationship ended in such a sad way I can't help but to smile about all the good times that me and my sweetbaby will never be again. Damn, I'll never use that name again. I was ready to grow old with that girl. I'm 37 and I understand that relationships don't always last. It's just the way this one ended has left me feeling sad. She never said a word, not one Damn word...
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It hurts to breakup
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Getting over her
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I hope you are ok!!! Please take care of yourself and let me know if you need anything!!!
kaymcdawg
am so sorry, this happen to you! but am glad you are okay!
julies3
That's awful news! I'm really sorry that happened. It sounds like you're very lucky that you weren't hurt worse than you were.. so that's good news. Take care and feel better soon.
FrmDeb2U
hey big bro I am so sorry to here this i am glad ur ok i am sorry u got a bump on head as well as everything i wish i could b there for ya but i am on the other side of the world at the moment hugs
lissy1982