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i ate fatning freaking mexican food today. i'm trying to hard not to purge it up, but something really weird is happening to me. it feels like it's gonna come out on it's own, without me making it...if that makes any sense. my stomach is burning and it feels like everything is about to come up. what's wrong with me? i gained 3 freaking pounds in 1 day. HOW THE HELL IS THAT POSSIBLE? god.
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So, my diet is going really well, except for the purging thing. I'm losing weight. I started at 212 on April 22nd and I am now 203.2. But, I have a slight problem. I decided today that I was going to start a 3 day fast....well about 9:30 pm I was STARVING so I went to Sonic and got a grilled cheese sandwich. I feel so guilty now. This diet is beginning to take over my life and i'm beginning to not be able to control it. All I can think about is purging everytime I eat something. I need help. I do NOT want to develop an eating disorder and this isn't looking so good. Sometimes, I can't wait to get home just so I can jump on the scale. Someone, help. Please.
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i was starving. i ate some cheese bread from mr. gattis and then felt so guilty afterward and purged :( i spent about 20 minutes trying to get everything up. i will never binge again, i guess. on a better note, i fel alot lighter now!
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DId you end op purging? It looks as though you are losing weight really fast and I am really worried. I hope that you are doing it in a healthy way. Let me know if you need anything...
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