is feeling Horrible
I am 20 years old and 5'8". I weight 205 pounds. In high school, I was always the "fit, athletic girl"...i think my largest was 150 pounds. I've been out of high school for two years and went from playing volleyball and softball everyday, to working as a waitress with barely any form of exercise. I'm so depressed and I hate my body. I want to get back down, or less, to what I was in high school.
May 19, 2008 7:46pm
i ate fatning freaking mexican food today. i'm trying to hard not to purge it up, but something really weird is happening to me. it feels like …
May 18, 2008 10:23pm
So, my diet is going really well, except for the purging thing. I'm losing weight. I started at 212 on April 22nd and I am now 203.2. But, I have …
May 16, 2008 3:54pm
i was starving. i ate some cheese bread from mr. gattis and then felt so guilty afterward and purged :( i spent about 20 minutes trying to get …
May 15, 2008 10:49pm
SO...ALL I ATE TODAY WAS A SALAD :)
but i now feel 100% better about myself for being strong and not binging! everyone, update me on your …
May 13, 2008 10:58pm
just updating for tonight. thanks to everyone who is giving me support, it HELP TREMENDOUSLY!
Checking in... hope all is well, and I miss you!! Love and hugs, ~FS xoxoxo
Hey, just want to check in and see how things are going... I know that the last time you posted things weren't going great, so let me know how you are :) Wishing you well, love always, ~FS xoxo
Get help and fast .I once was bulimic and had to go inpatient for help.Don't be to hard on yourself
Goodluck in your goals. Just please be safe doing it. If you slip, dont worry. Trust me. Ive been there. Thoughts and prayers with you.
I am 20 years old and 5'8". I weight 205 pounds. In high school, I was always the "fit, athletic pretty girl"...i think my largest was 150 pounds then. I've been out of high school for two years and went from playing volleyball and softball everyday, to working as a waitress with barely any form of exercise. I'm so depressed and I hate my body. I want to get back down, or less, to what I was in high school. I want to lose 50 pounds by August '08!
I was the cute, pretty, athletic girl in high school (150 pounds at my highest peak) well i've been graduated for 2 years now and i am now 205 pounds (a week ago i was 212...so i'm losing a little)...but i HATE it. I never wanna see anyone i know, simply because some don't even recognize who i am anymore. It sucks TERRIBLY. I just want to lose weight and feel comfortable in my own skin.
5'8", started off at 212 pounds. I'm SO SICK of being fat.
