It's so hard to keep my head up. All I've been doing is crying and worrying. My Love is distant and that is by far the most painful to deal with. It's bad enough that I look at myself with disgust. I know I'm a good looking woman, skinny, long blonde hair, great personality and fun to be with but I'm so disgusted with myself and all I see in the mirror now is a drained, hurt, sad person. I keep thinking that God would not give me anyhting I can't handle but I can't help but question why this is happening to me, to us?
I feel so sorry for you. Just wanted to let you know that there is no way of knowing who you got the virus from. It could have come from someone in your past or the person you are with now. HPV is not detectable in men. Thats why its so common and wide spread. Most people don't even know they have it. But it's not a death sentance so don't worry yourself about it too much. You'll get alot of help and good advice from the people on here. Take care
Leighsa