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Sunday, July 6, 2008 | A General Update story

I need a swift kick in the butt to get up and do something. I should be cleaning or something, yet, I sit here and do nothing. I've had a 3 day weekend and I've been absolutely pathetic. I've cried and had a big pity party. I want my husband to come to his senses. But DO I REALLY??? I'm so scared of even talking to him. I feel like I will say all the wrong things or get defensive with anything he says. How can 13 years just disintegrate in 2 months. How can it seem like I didn't really ever know him? How can it feel like I can't even talk to him after having known him for 13 years? QUESTIONS abound! I'm not a bad person nor do I think he is a bad person. Why can't we both swallow our pride and accept that we both made some mistakes and that we can get past them?

Well, I'm headed out to do something. I'll let you know what I decide to do.

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It is good to get out when you are emotionally agitated and sad. Good on ya.
I wish I could answer some of those excellent questions that you raised because the could have come form my own mouth? How can this happen? Who is this really? But I can't..... hope we both feel better about the fix we are both in and find our way towards happiness soon. hugs from boyd

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