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The speed of life terrifies me.
People moving in a thousand different directions at once
We collide with a starkness that id deafening
The band we create when we collide can be many things
Amazing, life changing, breathtaking
Or
Tradgic, flawed, frightening
When two individual collide in a good way
Their individual particles collaps and they become entagled
You can never separate yourself from them
No matter how hard you try
After the collision the two must divide the mess
And rearrange what just happened
You live a little bit of yourself with that person
And vice versa
But i think overtime if you stay close with that individual
They pick out the parts that you left behind in them
They examine them carefully and decide whether or not to keep them
If they keep them, then in turn they keep you
However,
It is just as easy that they throw them away, thus destroying part of you
Its so easy to throw someone away because you dislike these little peaces
Molecules of distaste and disaster
Thrown away like table scraps
Courage to those who keep those scraps and guard them
Saving them and savoring them
And isnt that what loving someone is all about
Loving the things about them that you could easily throw away
Those scraps make them unique
And that uniqueness is what you love
You are not two half humans
You are whole beings who are in need of another being
One and One make Two my friend
Complete each, yes
But remember that there is part of you in them
And vice versa
Just when you think you cant stand them anymore
Look deeper at them
Find the scraps of you that they hold with them
And find the scraps of them that you hold with you
Cherrish them
Love them
And never let go
I know i wont ever let go
Will you?
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I was raised to be strong. For the majority of my life I have been. I have always prided myself for that. No matter how …
On April 4th 2008 my life change in ways I never even thought was possible. Before this night …
*hugs*
im going to read your other journals too...
im thinking about you and sending you good thoughts
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