mcleodf853's Journal

on the 29 april

30/04/2008

james came int o my home at 13 hrs

i woke up to james begin on top of me he was touching my back my bum and my legs,i sleep naked as james has took all my nighties as he is a cross dresser and he likes to wear my clothes, he also like to use bady oil when having sex, he likes to have sex with ppl sleeping as they cant say no, i tryed to get up but he pushed me to the bed saying "relax i not hurting you"

"it just a back maggsage" it yr again to get back up and he healed me down saying dont worry i not going hurt you

james want kneeing on my with mine leg threw his leg his trouser where pulled down to his kness,

i finally got out of my bed grabbed my dress gown put it then i saw james sitting on my bed having a wank i lefted the room to find a phone to call the poilce

he came threw button his trousers up, then while i on the phone to the police i shout leave my house as he was leaving andy was at my door he said calmiy to andy here and he lefted i finished talking to the police and waited for them to come

i went with the poilce to give a statment and get looked at from the doctor, he think i have a sexly disceae

he also found scarest on m y back they message they and noted them down

i gave my statement but didnt feel to happy about it out come as the poilce made me feel so silly and dame right dirty because i was upset or wasnt showing upset enough for them i was the wronge person and becasue i cry they where much happer with that

asking why didnt i hit why didnt i keep him there

then i found out they called the social worker on me saying i had a messy house afyer all i bee threw more keeps coming

the cops came back up today the 30th to tell me that they had to let him go but waiting on dna to come back

they took all my bed ing and james called from 7.30am untill 1 pm

i finally gave in to him called and spoke with him

just to here how he been badly treated and how he has to walka bout in white suit as the cops took his clohtes and samples fro him i asked him to stop call ing me and she started swearing at me calling me names, like fuck u fat cow u going to pay for this i was going to hurt u, then i hang up the phone and called the police they came out and took another statement from me then the socil worker came to get a statement from then i got the housing out to give me a forum to fill in to get me away from here

then i had the sapca to check on my ill dog he was also out

i wrote this down as i have a bad menory as i on pills that make me forget a lot of this is to help me if i ever go to court

and everytime i hear from him i will right down everything he says to me

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