Journal Entry for May 9, 2008
May 9, 2008 2:51pm
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LadyAMaxie35
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About Me
im a teenage girl who is looking to get bye in life without staying under the raidar i want to chnge lives but i know i cant do that before i change my own!! god bless!
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basketball, singing, med- school
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happy day
May 9, 2008 10:23am
my day was amazing i had the most fun! i was surrounded by my friends all day because i allowed myself to enjoy the present time and not sweat the …
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my battle from death row
May 7, 2008 10:44am
HOW?
how am i gunna go to college if i stay sick? how am i gunna go to med school if i stay sick?
how am i gunna become a doctor and save …
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my right to my pain
May 1, 2008 2:31am
my life is just a little spec in the vast span of time that dictates our world . how can i sit and be so selfish as to worry about if i fit …
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heey. hows it going?
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Support Groups
Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i have severe ocd and have had it for as long as i can remember it affects my life and is extremely hard for me to deal with . i am only 15 and all i want to do is be normal
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- it helps but i feel like it can only help so much
- Lexapro Not Working
- my body didnt tollerate it
- Luvox Not Working
- was on for six months then stopped because it made me feel numb
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- ive been on it for 2 years and its worked somewhat but my phsyc is taking me off it for some reason , it does make me really tired thought
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- i love this drug !!! if i didnt have it i dont want to know what its like
Close Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai was diagnosed with anorexia in 2006 and was hospitalized for heart failure i was then put in treat ment for 3 months after discharging from that i went back to my symtoms and was readmitted 2 weeks later i was there for another month and then was released this time i stayed out for six months but became re admitted again for binging and was kept there for three months because i began restricting again this just led me to residential treatment in florida and from there treatment in arizona for
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Somewhat Helpful
- kinda shes not very reassuring
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- it was kinda but im not in it any more
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- ive been in therapy for 3 years and i am deffinately a different person but something is missing
- Remuda Ranch Somewhat Helpful
- it was the best experience of my life but im out now and struggling
- Renfrew Center Somewhat Helpful
- it was scary for me as a fourteen year old but tit let me see older people who are still batteling with it and i think it scared me in just the right way
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- it really turned me around for a while
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- they all have the same problems so ...ya
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- it works pretty well
Open Breakups & Divorce
i was dating this guy for a year and he was my first love , first kiss, first everything! he cheated on me while i was in the hospital and then started drugs. my mom forbid me to see him. i was heart broken.
Treatments
- Love Not Working
- it just hurts like hell!!
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- it is hard sometimes but depending on the song it can be uplifting
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- i read "hes just not that into you" it was interesting lol
- Talking Working / Worked
- it helps me cope
- Time Not Working
- hurts everytime i see him still
Open Depression
i have suffered and thats all you need to know
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
i was abused for years by my dad
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- it really helps get things
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- it was interesting some of the methods used
- Guided Imagery Not Working
- its hard for me to keep in one place with my mind
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- i have been on it so long i dont know any more
- Zoloft Not Working
- it helps with other things but not this
Open Insomnia
Treatments
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my father beat my mom, and was always demeaning towards women ,and so it naturally turned to me. he abused me physically and emotionally , the emotional hurts worse!
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- it deffinately gets out my emotions
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- ya it helps especially if i remember that i cant expect un healthy people to make healthy decisions!
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- it was nice to have people to relate
- Leave Not Working
- my mom moved us out of state ... he followed
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- ya its helped a bit but its hard to do it so im sure if i tried it would help a whole lot more!
Open Alcoholism
i was thirteen when i started drinking out of depression iwould binge drink and now i have to be really careful
Treatments
- AA Meetings Not Working
- i was thirteen in a room of 40 year olds
- Detox Working / Worked
- hey im good now so far!!
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- it kept me clean
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- helped with that mental addiction
Open Sports Injuries
i looooove basket ball but was taken out from club ball in 07 for heart problems and it is the hardest thing ever!!!
Treatments
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- ya it gets me stronger
- Swimming Working / Worked
- it is kind to my bones but streangthens my heart
Open Heart Failure
my heart stopped and it succks and im always afraid it will happen again
Treatments
- Vitamin E Somewhat Helpful
- i guess
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