CynthiaLydia’s Profile

Close Bereavement - Teens

My mother passed away on Jan.5 this year. My mother was the most important person in my life. She was never sick. It happened suddenely and unexpectedly. My family lives in Winnipeg. I moved to Dartmouth with my boyfriend so I wasnt there for her when she died. I had been home visiting for christmas but left to come back home on the 3'rd of January and she was dead less that 48 hours later. I lost my mother and my best freind; the person who was always excited for me, the person I could always call, the person who would always make sure I was ok. No one will even love me like she did because nobody can. Losing her was something I used to think about from time to time because it has always been the thing I was most afraid of. The one thing that could happen where I wouldnt know how to cope. Now, it's been a few months and I don't know how to feel. I like to think of her because it makesme feel like she still exsits in some medium, even if its only my thoughts. When I think about what she looks like in my head and then think I'll never see her again makes me cry. It feels like someone is ripping my soul in half. I need her so much and she can't be here now, and I don't know how that will ever be ok.

Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parent

My mother is dead and I know that there is no way I'll ever be the same. I will never be able to stop crying for her. I need her. She is my best friend.

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

Doesnt work so well, usually cry myself into a fit.