Journal Entry for July 20, 2008
July 20, 2008 5:36pm
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silentviolin
is feeling Good
Reeling from evolution...
About Me
I am experiencing a period of renaissance and deep sorrows. I want to understand nature, and how I fit into the universe.
Interests
History, nature, books, animals, baking, crafts, gardening, writing, music, kids
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Recent Activity
Sunday
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silentviolin wrote a journal entry updating their Stay off Cigarettes goal 5:36pm
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silentviolin changed their mood to Good 5:36pm
July 17
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silentviolin wrote a journal entry updating 7 goals 6:15am
...and I am going back to bed, to try and get some more sleep. I'm trying so hard to be a good girl.…
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silentviolin wrote a journal entry: No longer Deniable 6:08am
I had been doing so good, too good I now suppose. Did I beat my depression and just over do-it, or am…
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silentviolin replied to nobody666’s discussion post Stupid Big Brother in the Bipolar Disorder support group 5:35am
I can relate to what you mean - If I don't stay occupied, I can go from bored to true maniac. Try to…
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Journal
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It is now 4:12AM...
July 17, 2008 6:15am
...and I am going back to bed, to try and get some more sleep.
I'm trying so hard to be a good girl.
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No longer Deniable
July 17, 2008 6:08am
I had been doing so good, too good I now suppose.
Did I beat my depression and just over do-it, or am I about to spiral out of control in …
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Bittersweet
July 17, 2008 1:15am
Written early morning 7/14/08.
Mother Dear
Get off of me!
You're not my child --
Go play in the street!
But you told me all your …
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Unburdened Soul
July 13, 2008 5:59pm
My love and I had a heart to heart this morning. He asked how I managed after my parents kicked me out the morning after my eighteenth …
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Goals
View all in progress Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
This is one of the issues I have, but everyone has them, and now I am learning how to grow as a person and use this quirk to my advantage.
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- Didn't do a thing for me.
- Celexa Working / Worked
- It takes longer than lexapro, but works better at keeping me stable and falling into deep dark nightmares.
- Holistic Health Working / Worked
- Chamomile Working / Worked
- Either in a strong tea or smoked in a handrolled rice paper. Soothing as a pacifier.
Close Chronic Pain
Somedays I feel a hundred years old... everything aches and creaks, and even my insides don't work
Treatments
- Acupressure Working / Worked
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- Naproxen Somewhat Helpful
- Oxycodone Not Working
Open Eating Disorders
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Self-Injury
Cigarettes weren't killing me fast enough, so I started making "pretty" designs burned into my ankle.
Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I wish I could sleep the winter away like a Grizzly bear...
Open Panic Attacks
I was glad to learn I am not the only one who feels "heart attacks". I can get them up to a 3/4 times a day, sometimes lasting hours. I am learning to take preventative care.
Treatments
- Ativan Not Working
- Worked a little bit, but the panic attacks would come out of nowhere and be even more intense.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- What a life-saver! I take 2mgs a day broken-up throughout the day as needed.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Patience Not Working
- When your body is out of sync, waiting only makes it worse.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- But I need a BIG dose for it to be any help, where I forego it altogether now.
- Chamomile Working / Worked
- I love it.
Open Anxiety
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Xanax Working / Worked
- I need more!
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: Compulsive Skin PickingI switch between hair pulling, skin picking, hair cutting, shaving for hours... I can never truly stop
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