Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
July 23, 2008 3:57pm
I’ll Be OK
http://h1.ripway.com/somet1234yahoocom/AddisonRoad-IllBeOK.mp3
Verse 1:Look at me now, look at me now am I asking too much, asking too …
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(you can only have it when you no longer want it.)
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i dont know what my problem is. like nothing is ever good enough for me, but im not good enough for it. things could be 99% what i think i want, and ill still say no because of the 1%. im just never happy, and ive been like this for so long that i dont really want to change. its not that im not optimistic, because i can quit one thing and move onto a new goal within minutes. i just cant seem to find compensation or satisfaction in anything. i feel empty, and worthless all the time, and desperately want to feel the void, but yet reject every option im given.
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awww, maybe you should get a hobby to help you fill in the time? Hobbies can make you feel very fullfilled and makes your feel enjoyment.
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thank you=) yesterday seemed dead on here...nobody was on to talk to. how have you been? xxxHUGSxxx
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Bullshit! I have group sessions I have to go to and today we watched a half a movie. I pay $40 a week for this crap and we watched an old f'ing movie. GGGrrrrrr. So that's how mine was. I guess I should be over it now. Sorry.
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ok love. how r u?
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Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) Depressionive been depressed all my life. its what makes me who i am.
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
i have a low sex drive, and a lot of issues with people and acceptance. ive never accepted sex as something you do out of love, trust, or passion. sex is for reproduction, and since i dont want a child, i dont want sex. once i turned 18 and i was still a virgin, i decided i didnt want to just rush to lose it. its not something im saving, but its not something im going to lose for just the experience. (Im not religious.)
Open Bipolar Disorder
diagnosed in 2006 in Indianapolis. i dont drink or do drugs because of it. when im manic, i like to fight. when im depressed, i love to help. its like devils and angels are on my shoulders.
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