Lost and don't know where to turn...
July 9, 2008 3:56pm
I dont know if this is the right place to do this, but I dont know where else to go. Right now I'm at my bfs apartment, waiting for him to come …
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darkangel2006
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happy to be moving into my apartment in 11 days
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About Me
I'm a 20 year old college student studying to be an elementary education major. I want to teach kids. I've been around kids my entire life, and I love watching them grow and learn. Even when they are a handful and make you want to pull your hair out. I'm going home this summer to live with my parents before I settle into my own apartment.
Interests
reading, watching tv, writing, knitting, swimming, rock climbing, camping, hiking, bike riding, cooking, being outside, horseback riding, playing on my computer, working out, and watching movies.
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darkangel2006 updated their status 2:18am
happy to be moving into my apartment in 11 days…
July 16
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darkangel2006 replied to britt12’s discussion post Im scared in the Rape support group 1:39am
I'm really sorry for what happened, but you are brave for going to the police. Maybe you can talk to…
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darkangel2006 changed their mood to OK 12:39am
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darkangel2006 updated their status 12:39am
happy to be moving into my apartment in 16 days…
July 9
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darkangel2006 wrote a journal entry: Lost and don't know where to turn... 3:56pm
I dont know if this is the right place to do this, but I dont know where else to go. Right now I'm…
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Taking the next step
May 19, 2008 1:46am
So my goal is to let go of the things that have happened to me and take on the world as a new woman. Well I'm happy to report that I'm well …
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Forgotten by a Friend
May 8, 2008 6:04pm
I text messaged Casey today, just to send her this really sweet text message i got from another friend. Casey and I have been friends for over a …
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The first step
May 5, 2008 12:26pm
They say the first step is always the hardest, because you haven't built up any momentium to get going. You have to start that all on you own, …
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Hey how are you doing? I havent heard from ya in a while..hope all is well *Big Hug* && congrats on your apartment!
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Rise up this mornin, Smiled with the risin sun, Three little birds Pitch by my doorstep Singin sweet songs Of melodies pure and true, Sayin, this is my message to you-ou-ou: Singin: dont worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh! Every little thing gonna be all right. dont worry! Singin: dont worry about a thing - I wont worry! cause every little thing gonna be all right.
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im tiff im here for u hugs
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Thank you so much for your post and hug last night. I hope you are doing ok today. I am having a really hard day myself. I didn't go to work. Let me know if you can chat.
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Hope All Is Well Talk to me Anytime! Hugs**
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Close Rape
I have been involved in online chatting since I was about 12 years old. Started off harmless and progressively got worse. Eventually I met someone. He had lied about most everything he told me. We started dating and after about 2 weeks he raped me. We stayed together for 3 months and he even proposed to me. Finally some friends and family heard what was going on and helped pull me out of the situation. Since this event, I have been in abusive relationships. Both physically and verbally.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I mostly talk to my bf since he is the first person I told. I was raped several years ago and then ago a year ago by the same man. My bf is one of the few people I have told, but talking to him has really helped. he is very supportive and does everything he can to make me feel safe and comfortable when it comes to our relationship.
Close Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
Well I had in very inconsistent period since I was around 11 years old. WHen I was 15 it still hadn't become regularI was skipping months at a time and having horrible and painful cramps when I would finally have a period. I finally went to a gyno, and he told me I had PCOS.
Treatments
- Oral Contraceptives Working / Worked
- I have changed birth control, so many times I don't even remember what all Ihave taken. RIght now I'm on Yaz and it seems to be working okay.
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- made me fee a little better but isnt really going to fix anything.
Open Self-Injury
I was about 13 years old and felt like I had no where to turn. Pressure built up and i needed a release. I did the only thing that I could think of to make myself feel better. It took the loss of two friends before I stopped.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I talk to my current bf about it and he is encouraging me to seek couseling. Which I'm going to do when I get back to KC in August. I'll have an apartment there and be a little more stable there than I am here in St. Louis.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I lost two good friends to suicide. It was eye opening to where I was headed if I didnt stop.
Open HPV
I found out when recently when i went to the gyno for my first pap test. Found out that I have HPV. There was no way for the doctor to tell me how I got it. I don't really know anything about it.
Treatments
- Liquid Nitrogen Too Soon to Tell
- it hurt like hell
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