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July 1, 2008 6:59am
i think i finally lost my friend tonight. he said he didn't want to talk to me and that i make him miserable. i don't want him to …
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crusherofdreams
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discovered last year that i was depressed for several years not even knowing. i sought out treatment, but lost medical insurance so now i'm trying to cope with it on my on unsuccessfully. hurts every day. only feel like crying. can't do much of anything. can only stand to work a few hours a day, and some days i don't even go. i feel terrible every waking hour so i never want to wake up. i just want to quietly slip away in my sleep, but i'm too cowardly to do that myself. i feel like i'm damaged and god made me as some sort of joke. gave me all the advantages i would ever need to succeed like talents and affinity for math and sciences, but cursed me with not being normal. i don't feel right in my own skin.
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June 9, 2008 5:58am
got to talk more substantially with my friend about his feelings. he feels that he is still unable to be comfortable around me. he asked …
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friend
June 7, 2008 4:46am
my friend is hurting and i can't even help.
today he missed something that he never usually misses so i know something happened. he …
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June 5, 2008 6:45am
damn it. i think i made another misstep tonight. damn it! i guess i'll find out tomorrow if it was bad. i hope it …
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stupid ad
June 2, 2008 8:22am
saw an ad for the weirdest thing on tv to make stuff like invitations and it happened to show a card saying "it's a boy" and it quickly …
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I am so sorry that you have been down Crusher,. I am here if you need to talk and hope that in time all things will become clear and that you will start to heal that beautiful heart of yours.. Hugs to you, Kimmee
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even guys can get flowers, cheer up dude!
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had heard from you in while thought better see hoe you are.
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