Today is Friday. It has been a very numb day for me. But as I drove home this evening from work, the tears began. I am not this big cry baby that sits around and feels sorry for myself. But I asked m daughter to have lunch with me again today but because her phone was on silent all day, she did not get my invitation in time. A tragedy from using technology too much. But either way she would not have received my call. I try and try and try and I am just shut out of her life. She at least responded to tell me that her phone was silenced but did not respond to my question after that. I love my daughter and I wish she could see that. I am going to call her soon (tonight) and hopefully she will talk with me. If she doesn't, I don't know what to do.