somuchtogive's Journal

Hi Everyone! Thank you so all who have taken the time to email and send hugs! I am so sorry I haven't written in my journal in a LONG time. I just am having such a hard time with no being able to  get pregnant. My cousin had her second child (within 14 months). I just get so sad and keep asking the retorical question "Why not us?!" But i do truly feel that God has a plan for me and my husband and when God feels we are ready to be parents he will bless us with a child. I guess that patience is not one of my qualities. And having everyone ask around us ... "so, when are you and your husband going to have a baby?" How do you address a question that seems more frustrating than anything? I just answer ... someday. Thank you to all who continue to have me in their prayers!