kuust22's Journal

As you know, I havent had a drink in over a week but I have been smoking cones instead :( I dont just mean a few cones, I mean ALOT. Simplest reason being is that I still cant sleep... (Excuses :() Getting smashed, at least that way I know I will be able to get some sleep. I am having a break but today, no cones until after 10pm. I havent had any since I woke up this morning & do not plan too unless I have TOO much trouble sleeping. My father has organised a specialised councillor dealing with drug & alcohol issues who can also help me deal with the other issue taking over my brain. I dont know how I am going to go with hat seeing as I am not 1 to share, but there's no use going if I am not going to make the most of it. Maybe she can help me gather up the courage to go Cold Turkey for Booze AND pot... Right now I really dont feel like a drink but that could change as the hours go by without me having a cone. My sponsor should really just kick my head in, that'd work too...!

Kirsty