Gilanon's Journal

Well, along with the updated profile, simply put, she stinks.  I can smell her from the other side of the room.  I'm not really a mean person, but honestly it's affecting my cough really badly.  It's like she went out of her way not to shower for a month, sweat, covered with a light layer of cheap perfume, then sweated it up some more.

Add that on to it looks like she's gained a min of 50lbs now since this whol thing starter, she's in bad shape.  She almost couldn't make the small step from the back porch to come inside.  It's horrible, but at least I have no sexual desires at all right now, I should be good now for a month at least lol.

She also refuses to leave the room, though that could be because she can't physically walk all that much any more.  That's one of the critical things with her that we had to really watch out for, +50lbs and she'd have severe walking issues, if she puts on another +100lbs she never walks again for the rest of her life, even if she drops the weight.  It's her muscle weakness, once she deteriorates it's over for her.  Really a sad state of affairs.

She's in new clothes, dropped off a couple small presents, but is leaving sole suppourt of the child to me.  She's a very sick person right now, and it's beyond the point of her being able to recover anything.  The loss of mobility she's suffered so far is permanent.

The court date is still set for Friday, though she's not giving me a hint that it's happening, she's hoping that I don't know, she hopes I don't have an attorney, etc.  Tomorrow will be the final piece in this  whole mess.  After that my part is done.

On a side note, I have no idea who her ride is, but it's obviously someone I don't approve of so they're sitting in the parking lot in 85-90 degree weather right now.  Boo hoo to that/those mother fuckers.

-Gil