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About Me

I am a 22 year old single mother to a special needs little boy. His father has pretty much abandoned us when he was 9 months old because he couldn't handle having a son that was"special." I get no child support or support of any kind from him. I am also 30 weeks pregnant with a little girl. Her father was the love of my life, or so I thought. He is the only person I feel truely comfortable with and the only father my son had ever known. I thought we would have the family he promised me. He left us about two and a half months ago to be with another girl and I've been completely devistated by this...I feel so alone pretty much most of the time and am not sure what to do. I was looking for some kind of support group to help ne get rid of all the bitterness and resentment I feel because I have gotten to the point where I want to give up completely. Life is a daily struggle for me, some days I can't even get out of bed. I work to much just to be broke again, I want to change the way I feel so I don't ever let this happen to my life again, I don't ever want my daughter to feel like this either...