is feeling Horrible
I used to be such a happy person, a social butterfly. I used to love people and suround myself with friends. Making friends was my favorite thing to do, and it seemed so easy. I feel lost, I feel like I lost myself and can't figure out how to re-connect. I look at myself in the mirror and I don't recognize that face. I feel no joy, no pleasure, no will, no way to live again.
I just need to find myself and I will have lots of interests. I used to looooove a lot of things that you can only do in 2. And as long as I'm not in 2 anymore, not even 1, I feel like more of a half.....just don't know anymoe. I just hope one day I will be able to rediscover myself.
slplsinnyc gave kenseir a Hug 9:36pm
Thank you and welcome to paradise!…
slplsinnyc turned 38 12:00am
May 17, 2008 7:42am
Last night I woke up screaming. I've never had such a vivid dream. It was sooooo real. I don't want to describe it, only thinking of me makes …
May 16, 2008 8:17pm
I feel so down today, I keep dreamin' of him every night for the past couple of days and I can't imagine why? It's like my …
May 1, 2008 9:45pm
I was able to get out of the house today as well. Couldn't go to terapy thou'. It's something about the green color of the trees. It …
I'm 38 years old and my husband of 15 years left me about 2 months ago. I have no friends or family that I can talk to. I feel lonely and miserable and I'm looking for all the help I can get. I was a satelite for all this time, gravitating around him. Now that his gone, I have no direction. I just need someone to talk to, share my story, make the pain go away. All I do is go to work, come home shower sleep
My husband of 15 years just left me and the shock of the breakup made me realized I'm codependent. I have all the sympthoms and caracteristics. I just learned about this and I'm here to seek all the help I can get.
