Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
July 24, 2008 10:47pm
So here I am again. Have it sussed out now and not going to loose my work ever again. I'm actually feeling okay today after a really bad …
shazz75’s Profile
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About Me
I lost my husband to cancer on 12th Jan 08. I have 4 children 3 daughters 1 son aged between 32 and 20 and 5 grandchildren. Lost our very spoilt cat of 17 years 2 weeks before my hubby.
Interests
I used to like camping, walking, pottering around the house and spending time with hubby. I don't have anything at this time i enjoy without my love.
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Recent Activity
Today
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shazz75 gave LeB4 a Hug 9:39am
thankyou so much. Hope you also have a good one. x…
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shazz75 commented on JudiB’s journal entry Just Thinking... 8:07am
you sound so like me. You put my life into words.…
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shazz75 gave JudiB an I'm with you 8:01am
thank you so much for all your responses to my journal entries. I hope I can be a worthy friend x…
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shazz75 commented on JudiB’s journal entry Someone To Talk To 7:56am
I could almost be on that porch with you, your words are so lovely and I could imagine the whole experience.…
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shazz75 wrote a discussion post in the Widows & Widowers support group: Thankyou 5:07am
I want to shout from the rooftops "I have at last had a good day" I didn't think it would ever…
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Journal
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Feeling frustrated and angry
July 23, 2008 1:46am
Now i'm really angry. How many times do I have to lose my work before I learn. I just wrote a big journal entry and was proud of it . I go …
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a new day
July 17, 2008 10:39pm
today i have decided to start trying harder to keep a journal here. Maybe it will help and i feel like because i think i can do this now I have …
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I'm trying
June 11, 2008 8:47am
I can't seem to do anything, I would like to keep in touch with all who have asked to be my friends but I just feel stuck in this awful place …
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Journal Entry for May 20, 2008
May 20, 2008 9:30am
Finally posted a discussion. A big step for me. I am always reading what everyone else has written but never have the energy to enter a discussion, …
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseI lost my husband on January 12th and looking for somewhere to chat with others who understand
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- so sick of crying. makes me tired,eyes ache get out of control. I guess it must do something though as it is the most natural thing to do when we are sad
- Getting Angry Not Working
- just makes me feel exactly that angry! and i don't like it
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- helpful at start but not down the track a bit. just for venting really can't help me through this
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- i find i am either feeling like my life is in slow motion or i am wearing myself out on something. when i have been busy i guess it has felt a little better in a strange way probably because i feel as if i have achieved something
- Music Not Working
- can't bear to listen to music. tryed and just makes me unbearably sad. loved old love songs and country before.
- Reading Not Working
- can't concentrate. would love to be able to read, tryed but my mind is only focused on my loss
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- mostly don't want to be around them.It's just to hard
- Time Not Working
- feel as bad as i did 6 months ago just a different bad
Close Widows & Widowers
My husband passed away on the 12th Jan and I am completely lost. I read where this is normal but it doesn't help. I feel like I'm living in a different world and don't want to see any friends. I feel alone and can't get a grip on what has happened. How can someone just disappear. I worry about him and feel different from everyone else. The days go by but if I don't write down daily journal I can't remember what I did the day before. What a nightmare
Treatments
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- helps a little, the closest person I have to understanding what it's like. Just some-one to vent on, can't really offer any ways to make it easier. Just have to keep going however I can. Usually feel bit better after talking with her.
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Snapshot
Recently …
- 2 hugs given
- 4 hugs received
- 2 journal posts
- 1 discussion post
- 3 discussion replies
- 2 journal comments
