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Feeling a little better... Mood
Sunday, May 4, 2008
I prayed and I do believe God has saved me from this man I called my soul mate. He took him away because he had been wiping away my self esteem and self worth. Its hard, I still miss him alot. I wonder whether its him I really miss or just company, because I feel so lonely. He was my best friend and now thats gone. I have my girl friends who I had grown up with but I shared my life with him, my hopes and dreams. Now seeing that he has this other woman I only fear for her because she too will feel like me one day. I discovered that she isnt his only dirty secret! So she can gladly have him. Im trying to stay strong and lean on God because I need strength right now. I dont have it and I refuse to cry over this man any longer. I have to not let him control my life and my feelings. AAAAAAAAARRRRAAAAHHH!!!!!!
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  1. hoopigapi

    You are very articulate in your thought process. Stay strong. I am here for you.


    hoopigapi

  2. jazzinjamerican

    Stay strong and fierce and show him how happy you are without him, even though you do not feel it. Do not ever show him any sign of weakness cuz' he will eat it up. I have been through this and it was so hard but I survived and now I met me a man from Jamaica and we have been together 5 years.


    jazzinjamerican

  3. reil64

    I know God will answer you, even if it's not in a way that you realize at first.

    You are a good person, who has been hurt, you deserve peace, comfort and companionship from someone who care for you enough to value your feelings.

    I have made many friends in this group, who have been there, to extend a hand, pick me up and dust me off and I hope you find the same thing here. I, as I know others in this group, will be here if you need someone, whether you have a question, just need to vent or feel weak and need a kind word.

    You will be in my prayers along with all of my friends here.

    Reil


    reil64

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