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margie50 (05/10/08)

I started going out by myself. Shopping, to the park with my dog, and of course working 40 plus hours a week. The hardest part still is going home at night. His tools are still the way he left them, I'm driving his car, reminders everywhere. I try to think of the good times and not dwell on his how sick he was. It's hard to go grocery shopping without people still asking "where's my husband". I don't cook what I use to anymore. It will get a little easier in time, but there will be many out of the blue moments when you just break down. Sounds like a real bleak picture but this is all a part of grieving and missing our loved one. Stay strong and take care of yourself. Write me soon and let me know how you are doing. Lots of Hugs.

margie50 (05/09/08)

I know your pain and I am so sorry for you loss. May 5th was 1 year that my hubby died. The tears have slowed, but the pain is there, very, very deep. It's a long road for you right now. Be good to yourself, talk to people, and don't hold anything in. I will pray that you find comfort and peace in your day to day life. We are all here for you.