around
I am around, not where I want to be. but around.
is feeling OK
I have been married for 20 years(all my adult life) and have 2 children that are 19 and 22. I do not have a job and feel so lost and have for a very long time.It just seems as though its getting worse and so are my bad habits.
I like to read, dance, write and talk. Play with my nephew. go to concerts.
neverbetter22 gave lauralees a Hug 11:52pm
just saying Hi!…
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I am around, not where I want to be. but around.…
neverbetter22 changed their mood to OK 12:57am
neverbetter22 wrote a journal entry: sister 7:00am
I have been here for a week today, its going ok, haven't saved any money. feels like I have been…
neverbetter22 gave thinkpositively a Hug 6:55am
thanks…
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Just a qiuck hi!…
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hi…
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That sob left me dt so much bs I am going to use my mom's address to try to sing uo for school next…
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neverbetter22 wrote a journal entry: here 12:53pm
I am at my sisters, but I have decided that this is it if we don't get along or I am contiued to…
I am around, not where I want to be. but around.
I have been here for a week today, its going ok, haven't saved any money. feels like I have been here a month. B is po at me fuck her I don't …
That sob left me dt so much bs I am going to use my mom's address to try to sing uo for school next week. Have to help sis with babys party. I am …
I am at my sisters, but I have decided that this is it if we don't get along or I am contiued to be veiwed as his bully wife he can leave. The …
This is my last day at my apt. Had a good run! Tired if living here and stuggling to pay the bills. Way to expensive. Don't even have gas …
I take vicodin and speed if I can get it. I have suffered from depression all my life. I have been married for 20 years and have 2 grown children. I have had the worst luck in life and have been abused in just about everyway possible. A doctor said I was lucky to not be in a loony bin so i don't know. I am just here was s'pose go see a counsler at collage today but changed the app. for the 3 time.I also switched from alcohol almost a 5th a day.(tequella) for almost 7 years to the pills
I stopped drinking 2 years ago for the 2 or3 time. Only to start again over a 3 week period, probably 3 times last time I blacked out. I can't do this anymore.