my struggle
i am so tired of always trying to keep a positive outlook on life and always getting disapoined in life i am at a cross roads right now and this isnt …
is feeling OK
I AM SARA I AM A 28 YEAR OLD SHY, SELFCONSIOUS PERSON WHO IS TIRED OF FEELING ALL ALONE IN THE WORLD. I AM ALWAY HEARING HOW SWEET AND NICE OF A PERSON I AM AND HOW STRONG I AM I HAVE OVERCOME MANY OBSTICALS IN MY LIFE AND I DO FEEL I AM MORE STUBBORN THAN STRONG AND I GIVE OTHER PEOPLE CHANCE AFTER CHANCE BUT I AM SO HARD ON MYSELF I GET SO ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR NOT TALKING THAT I AM STARTING TO HATE MYSELF I KNOW I SHOULDNT BUT I HAVE TO FIGHT MYSELF EVERYDAY JUST TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF I KNOW I AM SPECIAL AND THAT GOD HAS A PURPOSE FOR ME BUT I JUST DONT GET WHY DID HE MAKE ME LIKE THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE I AM ALWAYS SO SAD AND LONLEY
SINGING, READING, TRAVELING, FASHION, HOME DECORATING, MUSCLE CARS, DANCING, GAINING KNOWLEDGE, FEEDING MY BRAIN, LISTENING TO MUSIC
i am so tired of always trying to keep a positive outlook on life and always getting disapoined in life i am at a cross roads right now and this isnt …
I HAVE BEEN FEELING WEIRD LATLEY DONT KNOW WHY ITS NOT PAIN OR ANGER AND I DONT FEEL SICK OTHER THAN GETTING OVER A COLD BUT THAT MAY BE IT …
i have had epilepsy since i was 16 now i am 28 and to be totally honest it has been a roller coster my sezures where not that bad i would have one every other year until i was 20 and then i switched meds that did not work at all with the new meds i was then having seizures twice a week i then got put on tegretol and i have been seizure free since 2003
i have been shy since i can remember at least since 1985 when i started kindergarten, in elementary school i was painfully shy and i hated it i then went onto middle school and high school by high school i had come a long way but still was shy i never had a problem finding friends but that changed when i went to college i didnt know anybody and i never made any friends there and i am sick of it i am tired of that fact that i have not made any real friends since high school