soap123's Journal

he makes me sick..because he got mad at me yesterday and drank again blew my daughter off. in all of the years ive been with that man he would never hurt kaitlynn i dont even know him anymore..this morning on the way to bringing kait to school he saw us and she talked to him and it was so sad to sit back and watch both of them so upset .no matter what he is he loves his kids and my youngest loves hm too..my older daughter brittany will not even speak to hm for a long time shes very strongwilled and will stand on her believes GOOD FOR HER....i wish i could be more like her I always told both of my kids not to put up with any mans bullshit and never depend on a man always make ure own money,and depend on themselfs unlike thier mother.my husband loves the fact that im not working right now so i have to depend on him. once i start feeling a little better and not so depressed i need to get out thier and get a job sitting home all day wondering what the hell hes doing i need to be out of this house and making my own living so im not waiting for hm to deside when he feels like giving me money.   GOD PLEASE LOOKFTER HIM AND HOPEFULLY HE WILL SEE THAT HE NEEDS TO GET SOBER ....