Why this way!
June 19, 2008 10:38pm
Well since my last journal entry its been completely crap!
He has been up & down, rapid cycling & then ever so nice!
He has been so extreme …
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Im trying to think positive & hope that the words that come from his mouth he actually means!
About Me
I am a mother of 2 beautiful kids. I work & am trying to get my life back into order so I can raise my kids with all the love respect guidance & morals they require to get thru this life. I also want to enjoy my life with my partner & kids & be happy! Its rough being on this end of it & I hope 1 day it will all get better & we can lead that "normal" life we yearn for!
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Journal Entry for May 31, 2008
May 31, 2008 12:52am
Ok, well since my last entry things got even more intense with k but I finally got him to go back to the doc. The doc said he would change his meds, …
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Spoke too soon!
May 23, 2008 9:13am
So posted that last one earlier for nothing. He doesnt really wana try & all he likes doing is hurting me! He has been irritable for the last few …
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Think I found it!
May 22, 2008 9:54pm
So as you know Karl was diagnosed 5mths ago now with BP & I have prob been picking everybodies brains for the last 6wks on here. Some things …
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Journal Entry for May 9, 2008
May 9, 2008 1:19am
So my fiance has been taking his meds & really trying to do the right thing which is great!
However he sent me this post today from bipolar news …
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Hope your feeling well today! I hope the rest of your week goes great! Much peace and Big Hugs Always!!!!
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I hope he means his words too!
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Just wanted to say thank you for the birthday wishes they really meant alot!!! I really hope you are feeling better you are in my thoughts and prayers always!!BIG HUGS!!!!XOXOX
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Hiya, hope you are ok? I am ok... you are in my thoughts.. take care. BIG HUGS to you..
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Hope all is well with you! have a good week!! Big HUGS!!
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Close Bipolar Disorder
My husband committed suicide 7 yrs as he suffered from depression which left my son & I. Then after 3 yrs of finding who I was again & dealing with the loss I found my current partner. For the last 3 n half yrs I knew something terrible was wrong due to his behaviour & the way he was in general. I fell pregnant which didnt help me as he made me believe I was all to blame & I had some serious head issues to sort out. I did get pre & post natal from all the verbal, emotional & physical abuse. I am "normal" now due to getting help. However my partner was diagonsed with Bipolar 4 mths ago which explains the recent yrs & abuse to a degree. It does seem however that he has his masters in Bipolar & I dont know how to cope with any of the things he is saying & doing is "normal". To be honest im not sure if its him coz of his background or if he is mentally ill as sometimes his actions are very confusing. He blames me & our relationship for the way he is & constantly tells me its all my fault & I do nothing but "attack" him. Now im starting to wonder am I wasting my life trying to help and are my parents? He has lived with my parents & I for 3yrs rent free & my parents being european do everything for him & us as a family. Im bulding a hse & thats all my parnter seems interested in. I have health problems which I found out recently could cause death if my stress levels keep elevating my heart rate. I did tell him this but he doesnt seem to care or worry bout anything but himself. Is this normal? Do I ever stand a chance in doing the right thing for in return to get a "normal" as possible life with him? I do love him but its wearing me down every minute...
Close Family & Friends of Bipolar
My Fiance got diagnosed with BP 3-4mths ago. However I knew something was not right from the beginning of our relationship. Cut long story short we have had some terrible times more than good. Alot of physical,verbal & emotional abuse that I wasnt used too. I have 2 children and all I want is to be able to have a "normal" relationship where the fighting is fair & the love is shown.Most important for my family to be a real family without him coming or going & making major mistakes that kills me!
Open Infidelity
Finance left me when I was 5mths pregnant took off to another country (his own) to "do" his old girlfriends & have 1 night stands then lied to me telling me we should be 100% honest if we were to get back together. I found out properly & how many 4weeks ago & we have been back together for 2yrs now. WTF! Im just wondering if he lied about that, who else has he done back here!! I feel soooo stupid & trying to "get over it" for the sake of our kids. Not sure if I can tho...
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Visions pop into my head & I just wana kill him. But I try at least.
Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
Hi everyone, Im a mother of 2 that has a significant gap between my children. My son is 11yrs old & my daughter is 17mths old. I got back into the swing of things quite easily however my son is a very gentle boy but my daughter is quite the opposite! I guess I need some tips to make sure she grows up still being the strong little girls she is but not out of control! LOL
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- Positive Reinforcement Somewhat Helpful
- Bit hard as I work & my mum has her during the day.
Open Stuttering
Hi, I have a 10yr boy who stutters & has been doing so off & on for 3 or so yrs now. We go to speech therapy & them he seems to stop for long periods of time, then just comes back on again. We need to find solutions to how he can control & work with this as he has not much confidence due to this & a bit of a weight problem.
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- Speech Therapy Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Hi, I am a mother of 2 & in a very hard place right now. My fiance was diagnosed 5mths ago with BP. However he showing way more signs than just that illness. He was abused & neglected as a child & now seems to think & do to me what has been done to him. He is willing to try to see whats going on & is sticking to meds & therapy. Just thought I could get answers on here too & some help with dealing with it as I do want our lives to improve for all our sakes.
