staroftheocean's Journal

Ok I'm back and doing alot better than the time before...

Have you ever just been so mad and fustrated that you just had to vent somewhere and then after venting you feel so much better and relieved. but the next day you're like oh crap I wrote that? anywyas it did help and thank you so much for standing by me and telling me to be positive again. and yes I have found my possitive place again and am doing way better today.

My husband has been so great and protective and caring I really don't know what I would do without him, I talk his ear off about the whole miscarriage thing and he never gets upset with me he just listens.

anyways we had a busy day yesterday and I got alot of work done.

that was a really great feeling because I haven't really been sleeping well at all and besides that I have been feeling really strange I'm coming up to the six week after my misscariage and still no signs of my AF I'm starting to worry that I might be pregnant again and that would really turn me into a basket case since the doctor told me that if I was to get pregnant before the three cycles I would most likely lose my baby again. so I'm a litlle paranoid at the moment.

anywyas I have been feeling these strange things lately first when I stand up quickly it pulls down there and I have been really tired and when I wake up I feel really funny like I'm going to be nausious. my breast are not tender yet but if they become that I'm going straight to my doctor.

It's really weird because I went to the doctor a while back and he sid everything was good and that my levels are back to normal. so I'm keeping close track of what is going on and possibly finding out why I'm feeling this way because it it anoying.

anyways I'll keep you posted.

Is it possible to be pregnant so soon after a misscariage, My doctor gave me the impression it wasn't that common and if it did happen I would pretty much lose the baby again.

thanks you all for helping me out...you guys are great!

God Bless and my he bless you today!