Argh ! - i binged !!!!!.No laxatives …
Argh ! - i binged !!!!!.No laxatives in the house, so by morning arrived i was all ready to go out and get them for the …
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I had an OK day yesterday and I felt fine when I went to bed but, yet again, when I wake up I feel down again. The knot is back in my stomach and I feel anxious.
Why are the mornings so hard? I really hate that.
I'm going to see my doctor this morning so maybe she'll have some ideas. Then I've got to go to Occupational Health at work to talk about returning to work - I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK!!! The thought of it makes me terrified! How mad is that?!
Anyway, it's the weekend so at least I'll have my babies at home to keep me busy.
We're going to see my dad and stepmum and my brothers and sister this afternoon. I've never really had much of a relationship with my dad - he left when I was about 11 and never really bothered with me or my brother. Then he got married, his wife is only 6 years older than me. They have 3 kids who want for nothing. That saddens me when I struggle so much and I know they'll never have to. All that said, I love them to bits and my stepmum, although she can be scarey, is great. I'm scared but looking forward to going at the same time.
Feeling a bit tearful this morning. Maybe it's just because I'm writing this.
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I'm sorry your day has started out rough.Ihope it gets better for you as the hours go by.Enjoy your weekend.
maddy0909
IF YOUR NOT READY TO GO BACK TO WORK ,THEN DONT GO , IT NIGHT NOT BE THE RIGHT TIME YET. YOU HAVE TO GET YOURSELF FOCUSED AND GET YOUR HEAD SORTED , BEFORE YOU TAKE ANYTHING ELSE ON.
HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE WEEKEND WITH YOUR KIDDIES, SPEAK TO YOU SOON XXALIXX
jumpy1
never go back to work if you are not fully ready to hun ive made that mistake too many times!it has to be your decision and only when you are ready xx
scotjen
Hope you had a good visit.Maybe you should ask your Dad if he'd help you so things won't be such a struggle.I know about struggle.There has been somedays with very little to eat.But it's okay,God sees to everything.Have a great weekend.Talk soon...In my prayers always...
clharpee
I know the feeling sweety, I wake up and I find myself alone in my bed and it's a sad feeling. I found my self staying busy to keep me going and it seems to work. I know it will get better eventually. It's just going to take some time. Other then that were all here for you, Keep going girl
James74115