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Friday, April 25, 2008 | A Sad story
this weekend we would have been celebrating our 2 year anniversary but instead iam sitting here wondering what happened why he is no longer here and how this tradgedy happened. although it has been two weeks i feel like i still cant process that he is gone. I wake up everyday and wonder if all this is really happening. We had the best relationship he was not only my boyfriend but my best friend. No matter what i do i am just miserable things that intrested me before no longer interest me. People ask me to go out and it sounds good at first but then i start to think how i no longer have him and i just want to curl up in my bed and cry. Although i have so many people supporting me i still feel so alone. I feel like no one truly understands. My life was ripped apart in a matter of seconds.
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  1. Leens

    Hi Dianal, Just be patient with yourself. Yes, you will feel horrible, and you will have more bad days than good, but things will slowly get better. I am finally learning to get back on my routine without dragging as much. You just need to be ok with not feeling social, because we all go through that. Believe me, you'll know when you're ready.


    Leens

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