dreamswillcometrue's Journal

Chapter 1 

Waking up in a different room wasn't anything new. I had been drinking way too much once again, now I had to find my way home like normal. My parents would guess that I wouldn’t be home last night. 

So as I stumble out of the unknown house, I wondered where the hell I was and what had happen last night. I was still a virgin as far as I could tell. I sort of walk, sort of stumble on the road and notice the street name it said sliver avenue and from my local knowledge I wasn’t far from home. As I walked along the road all I could thing about was having a bloke. All I wanted was a bloke who I could hold, kiss and shag but no-one would even look at me, and so no-one would ever go out with me. 

As I walked in the door, mum was sitting at the table looking disapproving and dad wasn’t in like normal. You could have cut the atmosphere with a knife so I decide to hide for a bit. I headed upstairs where I put some casasda on and drift in to the music. I need to sober up before I faced mum later. 

Let me start again. HI, my name is Anna, and I’m 16. I live with my mum, Betty and my dad Clive. This house has been a bit stressed at the moment. My mum is pregnant and my dad will not accept it is his till it says in black and white it is his, so he is prepared to take a DNA test. He thinks mums been having an affair with the milk man. So I have been trying to stay out of the way. If it’s not his then it will open a whole can of worms. 

School has been one bit laugh we have are GCSE in 2 weeks and I haven’t wanted to be there. I don’t see the point. I’m an A* student and I will get the grades just let us go earlier. But they wont so I sit there laughing and having a good time. 

My Friends are Amy, Melissa, Jo, Laura, Bob, Chris and Jim. We have been friends for ages and I no the boys wouldn’t go out with me but hey we have a laugh. They are not rebel like me but hey I don’t care. 

So let me introduce each one of my friends. First we have Amy, she is a great laugh and we are so close. I don’t think there is any thing I don’t know about her. She has a great mum and she lets me stay over if I need a break from home. Amy is like a sister to me and I love her to bits.  I have known Amy since I started play school and we have been friends ever since and are friendship group has grown form there. I love them all to pieces.  

Next Bob, he is an all round good guy. He has been a bit distance lately but he dose that sometimes and u get used to it. He is like me an A* student but he actually wants to be at school. He is staying on and doing Math’s, Biology and further Math’s. He must me bad or something. He is great really bubbly just like me but I don’t like him in that way. 

Third we have Chris, he is great. I think I could spend the rest of my life with him. Did I just say that? OK I’m falling for him. Let me tell you more about him. He is 16 like me and I have known him for 5 years and like him since I meet him but I haven’t told him because I’m to scare. I haven’t had to much luck with guys but that is a different story. So he has a lush body 6 pack and everything. I love is personality; he is so cute and caring. 

Forth we have Laura we get on but she never invites people around or come out. It is like she works or something or she doesn’t have a home, I don’t know. She is a bubbly girl and she is a happy go lucky attitude which I love about her. She isn’t the cleverest but she gets by. I try and help but she doesn’t seem to like to receive it.  

Next we have Melissa; she is the quietest of us lots. She seems like she has been going off the rails lately but she doesn’t let me or anyone else in. I don’t really bother anymore because she just pushes me away. I don’t know much about her I no that’s she is pretty clever when she wants to be she never uses, I think it is a totally waste. 

Almost last is Jim. I try and keep out of way for personal reasons. May explain later why but I cant now sorry. I think he is a git and needs to die but hey he lives. 

And lasts but not least is Jo. She is great and I may disagree with her going out with Jim and I can see her getting hurt but I don’t want to say a thing.  She Is so bubble and great. She treats me like a sister and I do the same. Her and Amy are my closest friends and I don’t no where I would be with out them.